Some mild drama explaining why I haven’t heard from Mr. Football, via email no less, put my morning on slight edge. Along with some real fun Being The Manager stuff. I’m not sure if I’m at the horrid New Boss Stage where I’ve figured out I can make decisions and I can lead so I’m All Over It and being crap-ass-self-deluded at it or actually good. But the combo has put me on edge.

And dinner tonight with the cousin and family and while…seriously wonderful to see her there is a massive part of my very selfish being that wishes I could decompress with a bottle of Chardonnay and re-runs of Trainwreck TV (Flavor of Love anyone?)

I can’t believe I ever thought I was a Republican or even remotely conservative. Not to jump on bandwagons or anything but my life was So Small for a long time. At heart I’ve always been liberal, but there was that time when I thought being open minded meant I had a gay friend. It’s just…most people I know now would shriek in horror (followed by laughter) that I ever was registered anything but.

I suppose living in a diverse, central city neighborhood that is generally ostracized by the suburban hoards also gets your back up…those friggin’ gun totin’ suburbies can stay the hell outta my part of town.

While I’m ranting…why don’t people use bike lanes? I’m a pedestrian 90% of the time with exception of Trader Joes, Target, and my few and far between jaunts to the burbs to see the ‘rents. So why do these asswipes on a bike run me over instead of using the goddamn bike lane.

Oh that was exciting. I’m thinking of starting a new page and/or just opening this one up. With exception of work people my life is very open-book. So I just don’t know.