Not sure what to say since it's been forever and a fucking day. I'm not sure I can even "write" an entry anymore. It was habit, and now, well, almost "alien" to me.

I guess, changing all my habits for a while was somewhat good if for no other reason than avoiding the past in order to heal.

I've retreated (in everything) for a while and, well, sometimes routine and silence is what you need.

I'm done with that, however and I'm ready to move on. Have fun. Love. Live. Just...GO!!!!

When I imagine my life without the people I've met in DLand, well, it's....terrible. Ya'll have gotten me through. Through!!!!!

So had an AMAZING weekend in the 'Kan and, well, am seriously thinking of moving there.

SERIOUSLY.